Nihilism and My Current Philosophy

God is an imaginary robot, a vapor bot, a halfbaked self-inconsistant notion cooked up by cavemen, something that hasn't even been fully invented yet....yup, God.

On another note, I'm listening to a soundtrack called "The Art of Analogue Diversion", and I've got so much nihilistic euphoria surging through my mind right now that I think I'll continue doing stuff that a giant evolved turing machine like myself does best....doing stuff, lol, except for happily doing stuff now. If it were not for the complete pointlessness of life I could never be simultaneously this bored and yet also so productive at the same time. It gives me the incentive to set impossible goals for myself, such as trying to become the first multi-trillionare and the greatest inventor of all time, or something, lol.

Nihilism is about being creative and honest....I add onto that a little rational self interest, but in order to be objective (the next level above being honest) I need goals that can be quantized. Money can be quantized, as can fame. Nihilism is the realization that achieving my goals is pointless, same as everything else is pointless too, and thereby I am achieving pointless goals. It's fine though, I don't give a shit, I've got nothing to lose anyway and the only thing I've got to gain is the realization of whether my goals have gotten achieved or not before I die, perhaps in the distant future. Oh yeah, time spent alive is another quantifiable goal, thus I decide to eat healthy and excercise regularly as well. (I could make eating 50 McNuggets a goal, but it's desire that drives me toward my pointless goals, I don't desire to get fat).

How does desire work? Who cares, I'm a Nihilist, I just go after whatever the random chaos in my brain desires, as does everybody else apparently, only difference is that my random chaos of a brain is a little more orderly than everybody elses and therefore I am a "better" individual because of it.